the og

"Some things never leave a person:
scent of the hair of one you love,
the texture of persimmons,
in your palm, the ripe weight."
-- Persimmons - Li Young Lee


"And one day, when I need
to tell myself something intelligent 
about love,

I뭠l close my eyes
and recall this room and everything in it:"
-- This room and everything in it - Li Young Lee

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8.23.03.5.08.am

tuesday (wed morning?) with keil

never fall. jump.

be the subject. not the object. the cause, rather than the effect.

never be afraid to cut a raft in half

three is the loneliest number.

body care product for men never come in lavender.

so many beautiful memories are ones that we never got to fully consume. a picnic that ended abruptly because of a rain. a kiss at a subway station with a girl that you never talked to again. cuz we really don't know how it turned out and can only imagine. and we end up imagining the best of everything.

pain lasts only a moment. yesterday is but a figment of your imagination. something i realized when i blacked out every night. it happened, but it didn't happen, you know? maybe i fell off a tree and banged up my head and was crying out in pain. but i was blacked out, so i don't remember pain. bad memories only last as long as youre willing to remember them.
lesson learned - black out often.

english has only one word for love. you love a piece of chocolate as you love your spouse. i think we need more.

don't type when you're crying.

above all

never fall. jump.